Tuesday, April 29, 2014
La Douleur Exquise
I adore the courage all those people have when they told me their feelings. no matter how many times I have dealt with this issue I am yet to find an easy or justifiable method to say no without hurting anyone. However I need to be honest. you guys deserve someone who loves you genuinely considering the courage you have.
if it makes you feel better, I've been in your place. quite a few times. that's why I decided to let my heart go. denied every feelings I have. not until I am sure. and how to be sure you may ask? Love after marriage! but to be honest, I am human. I cant control how I feel. even now my heart is not in a good shape. o Allah, let me not love things that aren't written to be mine.save me from another heartbreak.letme be strong :)