Sunday, October 30, 2011


everything i want requires patience. probably because there was a time i told myself that i wont settle for something that i dont fancy just because it's easier to get.i would go for things that i want and if i did not get it,at least i know i've tried.i would rather try my best than let go of it just because i'm afraid of failure. i wanna do so many things,one by one.a step at a time. but seriously a lot of amazing things had happened in my life.i experienced things i've never thought of before.

quick updates
  • bought ticket to korea next july
  • went to britney spears concert!
  • bought tickets to kpop concert in london
  • learning korean language
  • learning pussicat dolls' dance to lose weight
  • forever on diet but once i see the food,term diet disappear!
  • going for europe tour this winter-oh man,big holes in my bank acc
  • not ready for marriage!
  • going to britain and ireland's next top model in 2 hours-free tickets
  • the love of my life will come to london!-breaking down premier in westfield-15 mins away from my place! :)
these few weeks,my personal life gets weird.out of the blue,people come and ask for serious relationship.i've been complaining to my sisters how i wish i have someone.all of my sisters have one and are waiting for the right time to tie the knot.but you know this kinda thing needs right time and right person??coz whoever comes now,doesnt really make me feel like committing.i dont know about the future.but from my point of view,the best relationship that suits me is long distance..i mean at this moment. why? i have so much goals in mind that i wanna accomplish, i wanna spend my teen life to the fullest. i dont wanna feel restricted. i dont wanna feel like i need to hold back from doing things i like just to make some space for someone-not yet maybe. so if i were given a chance to choose,i would rather choose long feeling n yet still be able to give each other some space.well,5 years from now probably i'll get married n that timeyou can have all my let me focus on my study,my personal goals.till i meet some that can be as understanding, i love how i'm living right now :D but thank you.i was amazed by the courage to speak out how you feel. if it's love,fate will bring the two lovers back in the future..just have to have faith! :D

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

laksa penang :)

my all time favorite! my mom loves this toooo..*missing home*
well since ikan kembung is rarely found here xkira lah seminggu ke sebulan ke kita try untuk menjala di pantai2 yang berdekatan i doubt it that we can catch this kind of fish..but knowing the fact that it isnt available does not stop the craving. not even a i settle down with 'perantau' kind of recipe in which the most important skills we need is to be able to think of alternatives..enough of me rambling..let's go straight to the recipe..

  • lettuce
  • cucumber
  • pineapple
  • onion
  • lime
  • boiled eggs
so cut all these veggie according to your preferences and put it in a plate like this :p

lime is optional since the soup/sauce is going to be a bit sour n again it's up to u..

then u need

  • 2 cans of tuna
  • 2 medium onions
  • 2 cups of tamarind juice(tamarind extract+ water-not the one for drinking purpose)
  • 2 tablespoon os chili powder,garlic,ginger,small onion(blend)
  • few green hot chili/pepper
  • 2 cups of water
  • lemon grass(optional)
blend tuna+ 1 onion and put it aside. mix chili powder and few teaspoon of water to make paste n then blend it with other ingredients mentioned above. then heat up the pot with 2 tablespoon of oil.cook the paste till it becomes kinda oily (pecah minyak) then add the tamarind juice.then add blended tuna+onion. add some water,green chilli,salt and probably sugar to taste.and lastly add some lemon grass to give it a good smell:p. cook it until it boils and the consistency is like this :)..taste it and add anything aacording to what u'd like it to taste like..more pepper for spicy food lover maybe..

then serve it with rice noodle which can easily be found in the nearest asia market or probably chinese shop :D

that's it really..easy pitzy squeezy! :D try it out guys :D

Friday, October 7, 2011

2nd year

first of all i'd like to say alhamdulillah,thank you Allah for giving me the chance to proceed to 2nd year in medical school despite of so many obstacles.i'm very grateful that i choosed this's like an eye opener for me about can happen anytime without we knowing it..arteries can just burst n causing stroke or myocardial infarction which lead to death..or even a small wound can be fatal when it comes to getting bacteria in your blood and cause septic shock or blood poisoning.

2nd year,it's gonna be hard.people say it's the hardest phase in medical school.all pathologies and diseases as well as the treatments and drugs for them are being cramped in one year course.deeper anatomy knowledge is required means more things to be memorised.just thinking about this makes me go like whaaaat?why i need to learn so many things?self hypnosis-thousands of people pass medical school and now are working as doctors..i can do it as well insyaAllah..i try to suppress the tiny little thought i have about 'quite a number drop out or get kicked out from this course'

doctors, a very noble job i must my journey to become one,i want to improve myself.i want to be better each day.i will have to deal with people's lives,trying hard to meet people's expectation in saving them from the most scary things that could aver happen to oneself-falling sick.but to come to think of it it does good to me as's a good lesson that i can learn especially when dealing with serious illnesses. it can happen to anyone.i hope that each day that i spend learning medicine will change me,making me a better person than i was yesterday.i kinda fall in love with this course little by little..falling's true that people say u cant love something u never knew n now by engaging myself in this medical world for a year,i guess it isnt bad at all..all it takes is just hardwork.n doa..Dear God,please help me to go through this phase in my life.i can never thank Him enough for what i've received :)

there are so many things i want to do this year apart from completing my 2nd year.i will update it here..heeeeee :)

Thursday, October 6, 2011